I haven’t posted for a while. I am very confused. My husband has been home from a clinic for treatment for SLAA now for 5 months. We are still together, and he is still clean, but i am struggling with trust among many others issues. I feel alone in my own recovery, i cant talk to family or friends.
There are no meetings for partners where i am. I have tried Al-anon but feel I didn’t connect there.
Where do I go from here, i worry the marriage wont survive, but sometimes i wonder whether I have any strength left to fight.
Am I alone? I feel alone! Does trust ever come back to a relationship affected by SLAA?