Like a rabbit in caught in the headlights I do not know which way to turn. I am lost, I have only just got the courage up to try and confront my demons by looking for help but do not know which way to turn. I have known I have had a problem all my adult life and have tried to conquer it alone but each time I have failed and unfortunately slipped a little further down the moral slope. I have stumbled across SLAA and I am having problems trying to understand what the first step is. In looking at the list of meetings I see there is a group in Toddington, which is only a few miles away, but I am not sure I am brave enough to go – I need some help and guidance – Is there anyone out there who can help or advise me on my next step?