Obsessive Sex Addiction

Hello,
This is the first time I have shared my story with someone and am really glad to get it out of my system.  During my teenage years me and my mates used to collect porn magazines, vhs films and later progressing to high quality dvd's.  When I was 14 I lost my virginity and it was a mission from then on to find a hot girl and get laid.  When I moved to London to study I used to visit Soho to by my british maid dvd's and got a real buzz about the amount sex shops and strip joints were in that area.  One day I headed up Soho and aimed towards a xxx shop, but there were to entrances? little did I know that the one on the left was a brothel.  As I entered and walked down the stairs I got a knot in my stomach but the curiosity was killing my.  When I reached the door It had a poster saying "hot english blonde"??.  I knocked the door and near had a heart attack!! a pretty slim your blonde in really hot glamour wear appeared and said with a smile, "hello, what can I do for you"? I asked, " what is this place"? she laughed and said it is a brothel!! I could not control myself and headed in and payed her for sex.
I felt amazing afterwards and thought this is far better than any porn dvd!! It is 10 years now since that took place and I have been addicted to using call girls and escorts with whatever money I can get.  It is now like a drug and uncontrollable.  My health is really starting to suffer as I have found girls who offer me real gfe and offer sex without protection. Now I am addicted to that and am in real trouble!!!   I have spent most of my student loan on sex with these girls and in the process been decieving everyone around me.  I would really like to get some help and STOP hunting for escorts and get a girlfriend.  The Wave of excitment that comes over me when I reach a bank machine is dangerous!!!
 
I hope I have not got into to much detail but I NEED HELP!!!!

The soluton is very simple

The soluton is very simple Aaaron.. there is a list of meetings in this website .I suggest that you get along to one as soon as you can, thats what I did and found the answer to my problem and a lot more besides. Going to a meeting in my experience is the only real solution, the alternative for me was continuing to live the nightmare or sex and love addiction, in the end I had to let go and just accept I needed a meeting and others to help. i couldn't do it alone.
Go well 
Zak
 

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