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letting go hurts
16 May 2009 - 6:12pm — desperatetoletgo
Going through withdrawal desperately want to contact my ex but also desperately don't want to return to that awful lonely place.. any advice on how to resist welcomed!!I'm wasting myself on this thing, this drug, when all I want is a warm whole hug, I'm walking away bit by bit, from a person who could never be 'it', that persons not you, that persons not me, that person is my addict and it'll never be free, goodbye addict, goodbye friend, now I start my jorney...mend, mend, mend xxxxx
Your not alone. One day or
Your not alone. One day or one hour at a time. Things will get better for you. You cannot force yourself to let go you can only ask you Higher Power to help you to let go of something. If you ask with an open mind and heart you will find the answers you need. If you need to let go you will find the strengthif you need to do something else you will find the strength. None of us can fix ourselves. I have never been able to. It is only when I relax, let go of my illusion that I can hold onto something or somebody and let my Higher Powerguide me that I feel ok about things. When I try to control or manipulate it mightseem that I have got what I wanted but often it is totally bad for me. If it is meantfor you, you will be able to let this person go and perhaps they in turn will hand over their controls and manipulations to their Higher Power. I will pray for you tonight.
thank you so much for your
thank you so much for your response. It seems very scary to let go. I really want to but in my head, the obsession is hard to stop. I am learning to breathe again and I'm not sure how. One step at a time though I am trying. thank you.